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2011-07-12T23:53:00.013+08:00

been working a lot lately. I am too tired to update my posts even when i really wanted to. shall have another long post again. dear readers, sorry ya?

POST CAFE

discovered this lovely place with baby. Basically, it's a post office themed bar and restaurant. It was located opposite love lane

sweet part of it is that they even have free postal service for their customers. how thoughtful! :)

It was their first anniversary that day and they're giving 50% promotion. sweet!! =)

my grilled shitakei mushroom fish

and baby's post special paprika chicken
lucky draw for every customers! =))

MOVIE DAY
went for midnight movie - TRANSFORMERS with my colleagues at first avenue
me, dayana, sze hooi and marie
derek, baby, elven, nealson and alfen

SHOPPING!!

baby is being very sweet today. He told me he hadn't been doing REAL shopping with me for a long time. so he decided to have a BIG BUY session with me! mad love!!
so I really BIG BUY then. with this hot guy! :)
my baby boo!!! love him so much!!
lastly, me, before signing off
will write to you soon!!

coming back post, like finally?

2011-06-20T00:40:00.012+08:00

Sorry guys, just a little too busy and lazy to blog about my hectic life. my life routine goes almost the same all year round. aiks. Hope my readers won't actually bored to death. Anyways, it's just me reporting of my life

So, I happened to quit my previous job. For all the tons of shits I get, they made me a stronger and better person. Afterall, I gained better and happier job now. :) Thank you so much to all those faithful fans in disguise. From my sincere little heart.

had a pretty day of with my darling, ah ju :)

Charlie Brown, Straits quay

we could spend hours talking/gossiping/updating/encouraging each other
Ah ju, I love you a lot kay? ♥ haha

went down a trip to kek lok si temple the other day
baby wanted sooo much to go there
and I seriously do not know why.
magnificent view, perhaps?

and koi fishes!

this inclined lift cost me RM8, to:

see her,
a bronze statue of kuan yin

this is supposed to be a fish pond

the wishing tree
each colour symbolize different meaning
all you have to do is just write your name to it
have to pay, of course.

I see same family here
haha :)

also went to chew jetty with baby, rameshal & rahul
had this awesome picture as my closing

the best love story isn't about Romeo & Juliet,
of how the died because of love
it's where two people can get to grow old together
me & you, always and forever, ♥

你若不离，我定生死相依!!

2011-05-12T00:34:00.002+08:00

给老公的4个谢谢

第一，谢谢老公走进我的生活，也许你不是我生命中最好的，但是绝对是唯一的，也是最让我感动的。

第二，谢谢老公让我走进你的生活，也许我不是你生命中最好的，但是我会做到最让你感动的，也是最精彩的。

第三，谢谢老公爱我，也许你不是我生命中第一个爱我的人。但是你绝对是最后一个，也是最好的一个。

第四，谢谢老公让我来爱你，也许我不是你生命中第一个爱你的人，但是我自信我绝对是最后一个，也是最爱你的一个！

给老公的5个尊重：

第一，尊重老公的思想，也许老公的想法和自己不同，但是老公一定对自己没有外心，不会伤害自己。

第二，尊重老公的爱，也许老的爱不是最好的，但是老公的爱一定是自己最需要的。最感动的。

第三，尊重老公的家，也许自己的父母比较重要，但是老公的父母更应该重视，因为有他们，才有了自己的老公。

第四，尊重老公的隐私，也许很多事情自己想要知道，但是却会伤害老公的尊严。要学会相信。

第五，尊重老公的朋友，也许老公的朋友自己不认识，但是要想融入老公的生活，就需要结交他的朋友。

给老公的5点珍惜:

第一, 珍惜老公的身体,也许人要懂得照顾自己,但是老公的身体更需要爱护,比自己更重要!

第二, 珍惜老公的爱好,也许自己的东西需要好好保存,但是老公的东西更需要去珍惜.

第三, 珍惜老公的好, 也许很多时候觉得老公对自己好是应该的,但是别忘记这是老公爱自己才会对自己好.

第四, 珍惜老公的情绪,也许有时候觉得无所谓,但是就是那么的一个不经意会伤害老公的心.

第五, 珍惜老公的快乐,也许有时候自己觉得一件事不值得高兴,但是要明白老公的快乐就是自己的快乐.她和自己分享威迈克斯的快乐是爱自己的表现.别让老公失望!

第六, 珍惜老公的爱, 也许会觉得老公爱自己是天经地意的,但是别忘记了老公对自己的付出,如果不珍惜的话,老公可是会觉得爱自己是很不值得的哦!

给老公的7个如果:

第一, 如果老公病了,那么老公在病房里醒后第一眼见到的就是我.

第二, 如果老公累了,那么老公躺床上给老公盖被子的就是我.

第三, 如果老公渴了,那么给老公送水的就是我.

第四, 如果老公饿了,那么在厨房里忙碌的就是我.

第五, 如果老公乐了,那么在你旁边听故事的就是我.

第六, 如果老公出门,那么我会说:外面冷,多穿点衣服.

第七, 如果老公回家,那么我会说:累了吧,快躺下休息下!

给老公的8个当你

第一, 当你冷的时候,我会给你盖上被子.

第二, 当你累的时候,我会给你做个按摩.

第三, 当你困的时候,我会给你铺好床单.

第四, 当你委屈时候,我会把你抱在怀里.

第五, 当你病的时候,我会给你买药喂水.

第六, 当你伤心时候,我会努力的逗你笑.

第七, 当你说爱我时,我会开心一整个月.

第八, 当你说不爱我,我的一生失魂落魄.

BIRTHDAY PRESENT REVIEW

2011-05-09T23:30:00.006+08:00

so here is it.
my 20th birthday present from baby with ♥

name necklace
from minimaos :)with a heart shaped diamond, to represents eternal ♥ hah :)

there is always a reason why im choosing you :)

i love you baby,
always here, always will ♥
im just so blesses to have you
I HEART YOU!!

Girls night! ♥

2011-05-09T22:58:00.009+08:00

Ladies and Gentlemen
This is your webmistress,
reporting of her daily lives

life been pretty good these days
im just free from my pathetic job
to a better place :)
im gonna enjoy there,
I BELIEVE

so, there's this place
went there with my dear rowena =)
the rendezvous restaurant
perfect environment for couples
so it's table for two, for us ♥
it's mainly an arabian restaurant,
but cluster with western & chinese cuisine
it's located just along road before Dewan Sri Pinang
Planned to go to Dart Addict, but was not open :(
beautiful & elegant ♥
mushroom soup as starter
seriously, RICH FRESH MUSHROOMS!
tasted nice though
mine
hers
not forgetting deserts to finish off

Whats so special about this restaurant is that,
SURPRISES!
JENG JENG JENG!
hot chicks dancing belly dance! :)
went to Red for drink with rowe later

so there concludes my night
XOXO ♥

Note to self, encouraging others :)

2011-04-26T23:44:00.004+08:00

My list of things I should not do

Do not look back on things that hurt.
Do not reminisce on things I find ridiculous.
Regret.
Do not lose focus on the significant things versus the insignificant.
Do not cheat myself out of a good opportunity.
Do not choose to expect less than what I am capable of.
Do not lose to live!

recent & very belated updates

2011-04-24T00:35:00.022+08:00

p/s: I know I hadn't been here for awhile. Life was tremendously messed up. Been through the sweetest & the most heartache ones. Anyways, I'm back. Continue to tell the bits of life of that little girl growing up...

Lets rewind the memories to 4th April 2011

me and the ♥ of my life
It was just 24 hours before my 20th birthday
had my hair re-dyed and fixed
was here for my new baby
yes. bought Samsung Galaxy S! ♥♥

early pre-celebration from baby!

seriously, do you know how blessed am I to have him?! ♥

this is me
on my big day ♥
basically, he had a party for me
treating all my friends dinner
how sweet of him isn't it? ♥
thanks babe!

got a couple tee with my MUM recently :)

camwhore-ing

I ought to stay stronger!

because I live for who I love, and the ones who loved me

because I rocks for who I am, and not by your judging!

11th April 2011

went to the butterfly farm
for my assignment purposes
thats me with Raja Brooke, the butterfly
was named after James Brooke, where he was the one who found it

In the evening....

went to Charlie Brown cafe with the two guys

my all time favourite: Peanuts!! ♥

the lightnings & decorations, fantastic and awesome!!

manage to go there with rowe
my BFF ever!! ♥♥♥ heart her to the maxx! ♥

peppermint lucy!

on our cakes too!

14th April 2011

oohhyeaa! manage to go redbox at 1st avenue

my super BE!♥

all of us

well, thats all for now
sleepy-time :)
will update more, so,
STAy TUNED!

2011-03-31T10:59:00.002+08:00

Challenges are what make life interesting,
overcoming them is what makes life meaningful.
Beauty is about living your life &
being happy with yourself inside & out
& not worrying about
what people think of you.

Baby you know

2011-03-30T00:44:00.002+08:00

he who holds the key can unlock to my heart

oh, oh, oh, oh, oh....

Baby you know,
that you are the air that I breathe
Life that's in me, ohh
baby you know, that you are all that I need
You give me everything, ohh

Each time I see you, my heart starts to pound
Whenever you come around

(Chorus)
Cause you're all I need,
you give me, everything, make me complete
yeah you are all I need,
you make me, fantasy, all of the love that you're giving me

oh, oh, oh, oh, oh...

Verse 2:
everytime i think about you
want ya, need ya, hold ya
kiss ya, love ya
never would place a person on this earth above ya
i just wana be the one thats make u feel amazing because you keep it real

Each I see you, my heart starts to pound
Whenever you come around

Chorus:
Cause you are all I need, you give me, everything
Make me complete
Yeah you are all I need, you make me, fantasy, all of the love that you're giving me

Cause you are all I need, you give me, everything
Make me complete
Yeah you are all I need, you make me, fantasy, all of the love that you're giving me

Yeah you are all I need...

Yeah you are all I need, you make me, fantasy, all of the love that you're giving me

oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh...

darling, this is for you

2011-03-24T21:33:00.004+08:00

I seriously do not want to think
I hate it when life goes in a way that I did not expect it to go
Even though you were so perfectly sure how it was going to be,
but it just turns out to be another tragedy.

I had this growing hatred.
It was never my disposition to hurt anyone.

you intrude to my life and messed up my life.
my intention for you was once good
i thought we can be friends,
but i guess we still could,
the type that will hate each other completely.
i will never put someone in miserable
I'm trying hard to be nice
even to those f*ck up people
just in case you're all mixed up
it's your immaturity
and that's totally none of my business
because I've done nothing in the first place
hate all you want alright,
you can't break the girl who thinks nothing of you
Because I've disregarded you as a person completely.

2011-03-21T00:26:00.001+08:00

Dear Life:
I’m not sure what you’re going to throw at me.
I’m sure it’s not always what I want it to be.
Give me your worst, and I’ll be fine
because I’ve been through so much.
So c’mon life, what are you waiting for?
I’m ready for whatever you’ve got in store;
all the hurt and all the pain,
I know I’m going to feel it someday.
So Dear Life,
throw whatever is in sight.
promise you, I’ll be alright.

我心里的 14 句话

2011-03-05T19:36:00.001+08:00

♥你是我的男人，不管有什么事你都该告诉我。

♥我唯一的要求就是你爱我，只爱我一个~

♥男人么，会说脏话，但是不要对你的女人说，爱我就该尊重我。

♥我相信你，希望你可以做到让我相信。

♥我只和你一个人发脾气，因为我看到的只有你。

♥我们吵架的时候，如果你要我自己想想，倒不如让别人疼我~

♥电话里的沉默不是拖延，是舍不得~

♥我会陪你很久，所以请你认清陪你的人是我！

♥不是我喜欢翻旧帐，是因为那些旧帐让我心疼，没办法忘记。T^T

♥不要把我的不理智放在疯狂一类，它伤了你，却更狠的伤了我。

♥即使相爱了，我们还得很努力~

♥我之所以爱你，是因为你的与众不同让我着迷。

♥我会一直固执的以为你是所有男人中的例外。

♥我微笑的地方不管在哪~源头都在你。

2011-03-04T00:38:00.003+08:00

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

short update!

2011-03-04T00:19:00.001+08:00

They are my diamonds! ♥

I cherish them a lot!! ♥

belated pressie reveal

2011-03-03T23:59:00.004+08:00

I should have post this post a thousand years ago
right.
i bought him a tie this valentines
got my dear beary nicely dressed up
with his formal and the Alain Delon tie tie
so glad that he loves it! ♥
and he gave me this in return
the red sling bag.
mad love!! ♥
it was a long long story though
.........
saw the sling in cleo mag actually
wanted it so much but i was too early
so i went to Dorothy Perkins eagerly with excitement!
but i was told that they haven't got the instruction yet :(
went back to DP few days after,
i was told the bag was arriving,
but only in beige color D:
it was rather disappointing
i was like, "jasmine, forget it dee laaa..."
but he got me the bag eventually ♥♥♥
was really happy
to be the only owner in Penang
=DDD
till then!

特别感谢能遇到这样一个你

2011-03-01T00:09:00.002+08:00

1。身上有特殊的味道。 [我的臭臭!! :D]

2。笑起来的样子会很好看。[对我笑得最温柔好看!]

3。每晚会对我说一句温柔的晚安。[有瓜...好像很久没听到了...]

4。不需要很聪明。[我的典型大笨猪!]

5。能经常摸我的头发捏我的脸。因为那是宠溺我的方式。[挤我肥肉,算不? (他很讨厌对不对?) ]

6。把不开心的事情全部都告诉我。[除了担心钱不够两个人花,应该没有什么会让他不开心的了...]

7。时而孩子气。时而成熟稳重。[让我又气又爱! =) ]

8。能为我创造出很多美好的回忆。[超开心跟超难过的都有]

9。拥抱很紧。但不会弄疼我。[都是我在抱???]

0。如果我能在未来遇见这样的一个你。[不可能再会有第二个你了,很确定的说!]

1。可以轻而易举的抱起我。[不可能啦,不过他很壮,勉强还可以]

2。过马路的时候紧紧牵着我的手。[有!]

3。我们有共同的爱好。[都喜欢抱着彼此当猪!]

4。能和我一起去坐摩天轮。[不然我会把他倒转来吊 =P]

5。带我去每个有海的地方看日出日落。[嗯嗯嗯!]

6。对我发牢骚。把我当成家人一样对待。[会毫无保留的骂我臭头 =/]

7。就算我为你做的东西不好吃也必须要说很好吃。并且还得全部吃完。[总是说我不会做饭, 除了中餐,我大多都会啊! T___T ]

8。经常逗我笑。[特别是弄我生气后]

9。有种不言而喻的默契。[不然怎么那么合拍? ^^]

0。如果我能在未来遇见这样的一个你。 [不可能!他是独一无二!]

1。为我打抱不平。[看他心情?会啦....]

2。把我看作除了你母亲之外生命里最重要的女人。[我想是吧?]

3。指出我的做得不好的地方。[我处处都不好的说T____________T]

4。可以骂我猪头。白痴。笨蛋。傻瓜。[还有"粉肠", =( 然后给我回敬"猪肠粉"]

5。有时候也得说我很聪明。[因为我本来都是? 呵呵!!]

6。给我讲你小时候出糗的故事。[很可爱!]

7。带给我温暖的气息。[他总是热乎乎的!]

8。有种想和你在一起很久很久的冲动。[不要求下辈子,只要这辈子给你爱着就行了!]

9。身上会戴着彼此的信物。不会轻易拿下。[老公,对不起!!!我弄丢了=( ]

0。如果我能在未来遇见这样的一个你。[我要回我的老公!]

1。难过的时候抱抱我。我一直都在你身边。[他的经典名句, "不要怕,老公在!"]

2。陪我逛街选衣服。了解我的型号。[我超爱粹花衣服,却被他说成桌布?!]

3。可以和我在大街上吃一个冰淇淋。[而且把我的份也吃完!!]

4。我只想成为你一个人的。[你的专属, "AUTHORIZED PERSONNEL ONLY" 哈哈!]

5。不会和其他女生走得太近。原谅我是个爱吃醋小气的女人。[就是爱看美女!]

6。有着深邃的眼神能够时时盯着我看。[什么都瞒不过他,因为太了解我了]

7。随时告诉别人。我是你的。[你的专属佣人]

8。虽然我有很多缺点但是你不会嫌弃我。[人要有缺点才可爱嘛!]

9。在我面前不伪装不带面具永远是那个最真实的你。[虽然有时很不喜欢, 可是都给爱包容了]

0。如果我能在未来遇见这样的一个你。[绝对不会放开你!]

1。晚上睡不着能够陪我说话直到我睡到流口水。[然后等我醒来说:"你知道你睡相很丑不?"]

2。住在我心脏最柔软的那个角落里。[到喜欢听他的心跳声.最舒服的!]

3。唱歌给我听。[无条件为你,我们的主题歌!]

4。把你的优点全部表现在我面前。让我知道你有多棒。[我知道你很努力! ]

5。不要对我撒谎我也不喜欢被欺骗的感觉。[瞒不到他....... =.= 是我失败]

6。我们会有一条可爱的狗。虽然我有点对狗有点恐惧不过我还是很喜欢狗狗。[是很可爱的河马!]

7。很爱很爱我。 [是吧? ^^]

8。是一个善良。可爱。单纯。美好的少年。[不算, 是, 不是, 绝对不是]

9。可以看穿我的一切。拔掉我身上所有的刺。[所以很怕他离开, 再也保护不到自己]

0。如果我能在未来遇见这样的一个你。[宁愿不要世界任何东西也要和他在一起!]

……

遇见这样的一个你。我想会=告诉你。我要抓住你。

自己写不出这样的言语、总结得很好、几乎就是这样一个你让我爱得那么疯狂。

感谢上天给了我一个这么好的你。

亲爱的、我爱你爱你爱你...

Valentines 2011

2011-02-15T20:44:00.018+08:00

your webmistrees, me, wishes YOU::

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

yes. my very FIRST roses from him
he promised to get me those every year ♥

did nothing much in the morning & afternoon
just plain chit-chat and hanging around with him
I GOT CLASSES!
had to pass up assignments on valentines day
pathetic, eh? =/
that's why you see my pale & ugly face here D:
headed to Batu Ferringhi in the evening
sunset and the beach ♥

me & my man!

he means the whole world to me ♥

out of nowhere, he drove me to straits quay...
he got me fruuze's valentines special
and theeseee marshmallows!
awwww ♥
frozen yogurt is heaven!!
the gummies and strawberries are in love-shaped! :D
this guy has the potential for food advertising!! ♥

DONT BE JEALOUS!
these roses are not for me D:
im selling roses, instead!
for his cousie
i feel it's quite special, for me
to sell it together with him ♥

went to Chicago rib house for dinner
*YUMMYS!Miami breeze and cranberry fizz

soup of the day

starter
*he nearly cried! haha!

my beef rib

and his cracked peppercorn grill

finally,
brownies and ice-cream puff to finish off ♥

i guess thats conclude my valenitne's post

*next: reveal of valentines pressie!

Chinese New Year 2011

2011-02-08T23:53:00.016+08:00

Your webmistress is finally back here to blog
had some fun though throughout this new year =)

darling got me this red flower from his workplace
thanks for the new year pressie! ♥

new bed sheet for every new year!
suits my hippo a lot, isn't it?
heh.

bad news,
had to work even on the reunion dinner night
still, i'm fortunate enough to have him,
eating at my place after work. ♥

got BIG angpow from mum and dad
that's the best part of chinese new year isn't it?
heh =D
did nothing much
i'm tired to death dee

first day of chinese new year
got myself in leopard print dress
i'm sooo in loved with leopard prints nowadays! ♥♥

collection of the day

second day of chinese new year
theme: red and flowery!

went to granny's place for reunion lunch
well, food was... barely acceptable D:
but we still having fun by catching up with each other! :D

still manage to vain in the smelly lousy toilet

went to uncle's house at night
for another reunion dinner
*not feeling like posting pictures dee, darn ugly! D:

collection of the day, anyway

right, my third day of chinese new year
drove down to his hometown, padang serai
get to meet his family and cousie
just plain visitng from places to another
then it got me all these:
angpows!
then i drove back to penang
im lame, isn't it? =.=

i guess my new year ends here
because the rest of the days
im going back to college
passing up assignments and doing presentation
on the FIRST DAY when college reopened
so that explained why i didn't enjoy much D:

guess thats all for now
see ya guys next round!

2011-02-01T00:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2011-01-27T01:18:00.003+08:00

Been so darn busy with assignments lately.
couldn't hardly possible find time, even to do things that i'm supposed to do
I'm supposed to do nothing, aren't I?
just finished with my mid term, assignments' now and finals then
GAHHH
my pathetic awful life =(

not much happenings recently
just plain dull routines
so that means,
im blogging for the sake of blogging?
-FML-

the only sharing I have now was,
im currently in a VERY frequent fight with him
after the fight, I eventually felt loving him more.
this is so awkward.
im suppose to be hating him for not being understanding,
yet, i felt him more precious after fights
so, my conclusion was,
i love him so much that I can't afford to lose him
even if i'm gonna bear the pain from loving him
I CALL IT LOVE.

despite from being over loved,
currently facing disaster:
which i have
URGENT MONEY SHORTAGE
UGHHHHHH
there's always so many needies around me
i just couldn't get them settled one by one
the list could go on
but none was done
yet all the money was out
KILL ME!
sometimes i think i eat money
=((((
wish time could be fast forward to april, MY BIRTHDAY!
to get all my wish list checked!

going through temporary insanity stage
don't near me if not necessary, I BITE!

HELP ME SAVE ME RESCUE ME!

2011-01-13T22:43:00.002+08:00

TEMPORARY INSANITY
e-commerce & human resource management exam's tomorrow
how the hell am i suppose to memorize?
T_____________T
you dont understand how fuck up i am right now
to have a brain that cant memorize
and
a brain that is good for nothing!
someone out there,
please help!

2011-01-13T02:16:00.003+08:00

im suppose to study

see what I did

i made him silly things again
i get distracted easily

just wanna say,
thank you so much for everything
i love you!

what i actually did 2 hours before exam

2011-01-11T07:11:00.006+08:00

BE HAPPY!
yes.
Research exam's on 2 hours later
FML like seriously

btw

i wanted something like this so muchhhhhhhhh
gonna cut my hair after today's exam

what the heck im thinking?
continue's study
FMLLLLLLLLLL
=(

2011-01-09T23:11:00.002+08:00

他的手掌有種粗糙的體貼
他在我需要時候出現身邊
被你傷的那些崩潰眼淚
多虧他無私的奉陪
哪天要是和你真的再見面
誰都不要再提醒那一段從前
有些事不面對反而安心安全
你無權再動搖我的世界
現在我有了幸福有人照顧應該知足
你不像他從不讓我哭
可是我越想投入越是生疏抱的再緊
依舊止不住那流失的溫度
現在我不停忙碌不斷讓步想看清楚
你不像他把我當成全部
可是愛有時善良有時殘酷我要如何
愛他像愛你那樣義無反顧
不會提到最後和他的一切
面對不愛的人我終於諒解了
曾經你用無言畫的句點

2011-01-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

I'd really wish to freeze our love the way it is, for eternity

2011-01-06T00:23:00.003+08:00

i don't expect you to understand what's on my mind
just love me tenderly
why is it so hard fro you?

new year resoulution for 2011

2011-01-05T02:39:00.004+08:00

Happy New Year! ♥

so here's my new year resolution:

one picture concludes all
i'm just kidding

learn to love myself more ( i deserve myself more than anyone else does ;) )
build more self confidence
to have even better relationship with my love (less fights & qurrel)
seriously lose some weight (alot of them, in fact)
earn more money! (more clothing, bags, shoes, accessories)
learn to sleep early
be REAL serious in my studies
scored president's list
get scholarship for degree
save money for my year end trip!
read more
change a new cell (samsung galaxy?)
be more edgy & trendy
love my god more and serve him better! ♥

2010-12-28T01:40:00.007+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

i know its been late to greet now
anyways,
may all the blessings come abundantly to all readers <3
christmas been rather busy for me this year
work & studies & play
i didnt get myself "wasted" this year =p

celebrated christmas with leopard prints
thanks be for it! =)

my pressie to him
him posing
the shirt went wrong somehow and he decided to get his choice
the white ones
i'd prefer him to have it black =/

having our christmas dinner
it's cute to see how he pledge me for not taking his picture anymore
ahhh... my camera shy

his first red tee for christmas
he looks great in ANY colours
wondering why.....camwhore-ing

see ya guys soon!

we completed the whole year's valentines!

2010-12-15T02:32:00.008+08:00

this month's valentine's theme: hugging day
when you wrap me with your arms, i feel like the time stopped as if it was the EVER BEST moment in my entire life ♥
you were more than precious to me! ♥ ♥

see this cutie? he's all MINE! ;)

yes, and that was straits quay
been there for several times already but I'm just too lazy to post it up
here you goes, by the way :)

the mall is fully decorated in conjunction of Christmas!

awesome architecture & interior design as well :)

well, there's a mini transparent lift available
though the mall was only two storey high
part of decorations, eh?

yet, the best part was still getting to enjoy the awesome scenery while doing shopping/dining ♥

your webmistress posing

i see rolls royce, and

Ferrari!
early birds get to see awesome cars!
couldn't see them anymore recently =(

well, i think thats all for today
brain capacity is overload
will blog more soon

alright then, sleepy time!
signing off to bed ♥

assignment rush part II

2010-12-13T00:18:00.004+08:00

temporary insanity-ing

leaving that loveless chruch soon. im happy. =)

assignment rush

2010-12-11T22:45:00.004+08:00

i'm right here freezing like ice tube
i want to snuggle in his arms right now =/
*back to reality
off to finish my assignment
FML.

Forever In My Life
The Way Your Part Of me,
I Would have to re-learn everything,
If You were to leave,
So fast you make me feel like was autumn Leaves,
And honestly..There a perfect explination
Why you feel so good to say that your

My love,my love,my love
i´ll give you all my love if you,if you,
if you dont change a thing,
About the way you hold me everynight,
so right, i wanna man like you forever in my life.

Im a Stick inside a jar,
turn the lid and set me free,
I Love Everything that you are,
has a million other reasons,
But lets not go to far,
Stay,close to my heart,
When I think about the future,
i am right there where you are,
Cuz you´re...

My love,my love,my love
i´ll give you all my love if you,if you,
if you dont change a thing,
About the way you hold me everynight,
so right, i wanna man like you to say you´re,

My love,my love,my love
i´ll give you all my love if you,if you,
if you dont change a thing,
About the way you hold me everynight,
so right, i wanna man like you forever in my life.

I know,that you,would never leave me hanging,
Hanging out to dry in the wind,
I know that we haven´t seen the worst ofit,
But when we do,i promise you we´ll stick it out together.

so right, i wanna man like you forever in my lifeeeeee

Treasure each other in the recognition that we do not know how long we shall have each other

2010-11-29T18:56:00.001+08:00

and i will never leave you, angel of mine! ♥

2010-11-29T00:17:00.006+08:00

Fate brings us together, but it's still up to us to make it happen. We may meet someone by chance, but keeping that someone is still a choice.
Time may take us away, space may keep us apart, rumors and hurts may break us down, yet, no matter where life leads us to, I'll always be here and I'll never stop caring and loving you! ♥

The person you love the most has the best capacity to make you the happiest person in the world and may give you the worst heartache you can never imagineand so,

Love is like giving someone a gun and having them pointing right on your heart but trusting them that they'll never pull the trigger

I just wanted to say,
thank you so much for walking into my life
you've changed so much of me, making me a better person, yet,
loving me just the way i am
thank you for everything that you'd did for me
i appreciate and cherish it deep inside my heart ♥ =)
baby, I LOVE YOU!!
and I will never leave you, my angel ♥

請別愛上這樣的女孩,否則請深愛

2010-11-25T16:27:00.002+08:00

請別愛這樣的女孩。
　　
她有點懶，她不擅長做家務。
　　
她獨立，也好強，她寧願忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不願意向別人提起。
　　
但其實骨子裡，渴望有一個避風港灣，讓她去依靠。但她不會承認。
　　
她必須確定那個人是否可以承受得了這一切的，承受她的撒嬌，她的無理取鬧，她的倔強，她的悲觀，她所有的性格缺陷且永遠不離不棄。
　　
只有這樣，她才放心，可以放心去繼續做自己，不會害怕有一天將要面對失去。如果沒有，那麼她只好繼續寂寞和孤獨。
　　
她對愛情沒有安全感，也不會給別人安全感。
　　
她一定要對方先流露出對她有好感，她才散發她的熱情。她愛的永遠是對她最好的那個，那個好她心裡是有一個標準的，你的積分超過了那條線，她會愛上你，但大多數人沒超過線之前就離開了，或者超過了之後沒等她看到就離開了。
　　
其實她要的並不多，她要的只是一個溫暖的家。對她來說太重要了，雖然在她們口中說出來的卻是：我不需要愛情。
　　
當你緊張他的異性朋友，她會一面跟你說，他只是我的誰誰誰，卻一面偷偷在意你的感受。。。
　　
對她們而言，唯一具備殺傷力的只有感情，感情如果受到挫折，要么毀了她們，要么成就了她們。從此更加漠然，專注於事業。
　　
她分手後完全不會像其他座在人面前要死要活，她嬉笑怒鬧，變得更加開朗。在聽到朋友說有關他的話題時，從不刻意迴避，她適當參與，淡然微笑，她的表現總會遭人懷疑這段感情的深淺，而人群中只有那些知道背後情節的人才看見她背後的眼淚和努力。
　　
　　
　　
她從來不會在情人面前大聲哭泣，除非她真的崩潰了。
　　
即使在你愛著她的時候，她也會胡思亂想讓自己悲傷。
　　
如果你看到她的眼淚，請相信這絕不是她在博取同情，這是她這樣一顆內心驕傲的女子不得己的場景。
　　
她想對你負責，對她負責，對自己的過去和未來負責，但請你不要輕易給她承諾和誓言。她很難相信。
　　
即使她很難相信，但她還是會選擇等待。
　　
她的傷初始濃烈似酒，很快就會變為一杯水，卻讓水滲入生活成為點點滴滴.她選擇在其中淡定，在其中沉默和內傷。
　　
她就是這樣，強勢，霸道，任性。。。
　　
不會討人歡心，死要面子，她愛朋友多過你。
　　
　　她最有保護欲，最沒有秘密。
　　
最暴躁，最善變，最沒耐心，最衝動，最耐不住寂寞卻又喜歡假惺惺的讓自己一個人呆著。
　　
有時候她又充滿陽光的氣息，愛笑愛說話，活蹦亂跳，可愛迷人。。
　　
她很自私，只願意與人同甘，不願意讓別人跟她共苦。
　　
她的家庭不一定很是富裕，但她都是習慣了養尊處優。
　　
她喜歡熱鬧，總會成為聚會的焦點，前提是她想。
　　
她也享受孤獨，會靜坐在一個人的房間聽著很傷感的音樂。
　　
她也會一整天呆在房間裡心情壓抑低落，但第二天一早起來，又會輕輕鬆鬆的打理一切，慌慌忙忙的拽著大衣拎著包往外衝。
　　
她習慣在人前表現的很堅強，一付大女子主義的模樣。
　　
她會想，遇到真正懂她愛她寵她的人，她就一定就會很安靜，心甘情願的安靜下來，不煩，不鬧，按時吃飯按時睡覺，按時做一切能安心和他一起做的事情。
　　
她從不輕言愛，她的愛很沉默，那並非是因為她缺少那份勇氣，在她的心裡有一道柵欄，那就是自尊。
　　
　　她看得比生命更尊貴的自尊。
　　
　　
　　
如果有一個這樣的女孩對你說她愛你，那就代表在她的心裡你的分量勝過了她的自尊。
　　
你不了解她，不懂她的好，就別愛她。她會在真正愛她的人面前卸掉所有的盔甲和偽裝，做個幸福的小女人，她不要求你要做什麼，不會無理取鬧要你陪著她，她有自己的生活，她給你空間因為她也需要空間。
　　
她也會幻想，在遇到真正的他時，會在他累的時候悄悄熬上點營養粥，然後說，看你這麼不辭勞累本姑娘心情又不錯犒勞犒勞你。
　　
她在你面前永遠性感調皮，偶爾撒撒嬌，跟你玩陌生人的遊戲，在你的朋友面前從來大方得體，微笑的依偎在你身邊。
　　
她不讓你給她買這買那，她會說，我啊，是大女人，不喜歡男人給我買單。。。但是心裡卻會為你私自買給她的禮物而暗自開心，因為女人覺得那是你的寵愛。
　　
她在意的是你的心，你若真心，她必然實意。最起碼你得表現的真心，能讓她感覺得到。
　　
她會經常冒出些新鮮的想法來調劑生活，她的多變有時會讓你不安。
　　
終有一天，她的敏感在你的呵護下慢慢消失不見，她的倔強被你的保護軟化，她的偽裝在你面前被輕易識穿。。。
　　
得到她，別驕傲，因為沒人可以吃定她。
　　
只有懂她的人，才會得到她的好。
　　
她有時是有些遲鈍的，在感情方面，但有時很敏感，因為她在乎。
　　
她有時想，當她遇上生命中的那個人，會愛的多麼濃烈，她渴望那種不計後果的極致，然後在強烈的碰撞中享受那種心痛感。
　　
　　
　　
所以，別愛這樣的女孩，她太偏激，太虛偽，太粗心，又太神經質，太難伺候，太不溫柔。。。
　　
如果你沒勇氣，沒能力可以堅持愛她，就別愛她。
　　
因為如果你會離開，她的心將會永遠冰封，再也不會為任何人打開。。。。。。

Fort Cornwallis

2010-11-24T00:07:00.010+08:00

YEAP!
a trip to fort cornwallis today
this morning, to be exact
we were so blurred to realize our class is on 2pm instead of 9am
it's only RM2 per entry only =)

the main door
my honey bunny ♥
look!
who's this guy?
it's Francis Light!
the founder of Fort Cornwallis during 1786
note that my cute baby beside =) ♥

me.
W-A-I-T!
eww...
change the prince!!

my uber cute prince charming!
baby, he has ARMY behind him
so could you put down your "gun"
=.=
still not giving up....
alright....
you have it....
you killed all them, alright? =)
my hero! ♥
the Chapel
means, a small church
Francis Light who was a christian built this church for worship purposes. This church was the earliest Anglican Church built. In 1799, it was recorded that the marriage of Martina Rozells, who was the mother of the sons of Francis Light, with Mr. Timmer

I'm imprison! =/
baby say want to prison me in his heart forever ♥
whhhheeeee =)

Sri Rambai Cannon
the lighthouse
my baby =)
keep on taking his shirt off to show off
NAHHHHHH....
i give you chance now =)

recent happenings:

got myself a love-shaped toothbrush holder
me love me love me love!!

my one and only love ♥
=)

Lastly,
me signing off! =)

亲爱的，我们来做个约定好吗？

2010-11-23T01:06:00.002+08:00

有些时候，爱真的说不出来！

有些时候，爱就是望着你忽然泪留满面！

所以`你要原谅！

如果我说不出那句“我爱你”，不是我不爱你！而是我真的很爱你！爱到只听的到自己的心跳！

所以`你要理解！

当我望着你莫名其妙流下眼泪，不是你做错什么，不是我无理取闹！是我真的很爱你！爱到看着你也可以掉下幸福的眼泪！所以你要抱着我！因为我真的很怕失去你！

如果我总缠着你，请不要说我不乖！请不要对我生气！因为我真的很珍惜和你的每分每秒！哪怕明明相隔两地`哪怕只是在电话中相聚！因为在乎每一次小小意义上的分离！

如果我不会总缠着你，请不要以为我舍得和你说再见了！你不懂我那一瞬间的失落，是多么想伸出手去抓住你！你要明白正是为了爱，才悄悄的收起对你的依赖！

也许有一天我们都会埋怨！

也许有一天我们都会犯错！

也许有一天我们都会忽视今天的诺言！

也许有一天我们也会吵架！

我们来做个约定好吗？

约好即使吵架也不可以不接听彼此的电话！

约好即使吵架也不可以不好好照顾自己！

约好即使吵架也不可以轻易说分手！

约好即使吵架也不可以伤害自己！

约好即使吵架也不可以错过了…

约好，吵架的时候告诉自己：

错误是短暂的，错过却是永远遗憾的…

爱情`有时候很脆弱！

脆弱到容不下一点点沙！

爱情`有时候很顽强！

顽强到什么也分不开相爱的人！

如果有一天，我们不在任性的不理会一切！

如果有一天，我们不在要求时时都粘在一起！

如果有一天，我们不在傻傻的看着对方微笑！

如果有一天，我们不在不理会柴米油盐！

如果有一天，我们不在是任性的两个小孩！

如果有一天，我们习惯了彼此埋怨…

请不要说“分手吧，祝你快乐！”

因为这一天更应该说 “我们结婚吧，让我照顾你一辈子”……

2010-11-21T00:39:00.008+08:00

It's Christmas season!
got hippi an early christmas pressie =)
*daddy's love! ♥
a vest from pumpkin patch!
look!
he is uber cute with the vest isn't it?
=D
he's definitely gonna enjoy his first Christmas! ♥
gonna make him a cute red scarf with his name printing on it =)

by the way,

im SUPER tired today
went to first avenue to set up the store
didn't know it was THAT exhausted!
tired but satisfied though
utilized the whole working hour!
went to shop at prangin mall after work
heeeee =)

didn't really spend much though
gotta be super save until next month!
then i'll haul my fave all at once!
muahahhaha =P

short update:
spongebob's fans look here look here!!
got it at KFC
it's free for each chicky meal at RM8.10
grab all four now!

new love from charles & keith ♥♥♥

love,
your reporter of the day
♥

this gonna be another junk post again

2010-11-15T23:18:00.008+08:00

It's orange valentines day this month!
heeee :)
Baby bought me an accessories rack
which, i wanted SOOO damn much
♥ you much darling!

tried McChicken supreme
RM7.95
i see not much difference from McChicken lor
adding fresh tomato slice with chicken ham
seriously, it doesn't worth the money
tomato slice & chicken ham doesn't worth RM2
in fact, i can always add them myself

a trip to the snake temple
the outlook.
p/s: i here for snakes, not to pray!

so here you go
free photo shooting with them

new findings!!

didn't know there's a snake farm!
it's RM5 per entry
it's only RM3 for mykad holder!

here's a hug gigantic yellow snake

the people there told me,
touch the snake from its head to tail
& you'll be lucky and prosperous whole year long!
WHY?
it's because the baby size of this snake type
cost more than RM2000
with its high value,
people believes that it brings luck and prosperity for people that get to touch it

believe it or not?
it's up to you!

for me, definitely i didn't touch la
im like scare to death d =P

there's this presentation as well
that person is kissing the king cobra!
WOW!
wondering what if he is kissed back?
HAH!

well, learned a lot of snakes fact from him though
saying that cobra is sensitive to movement and it moves a lot faster than we human do
good news is that, this poor fellow is colour blind
his world has only black & white
he told us,
if there's ever one day you get to meet up with this fellow
don't run!
shout as loud as you can
DON'T EVER MOVE!!
the key point is,
DON'T MAKE HIM PANIC!
he kiss people when he's panic!

walked around the temple

him posing
fyi, i'm training him to be a qualified model
his posing just gets better! ha!

saw a 60 year old tortoise!
darling, tortoise isn't snakes, they don't bite
can't you just get any closer?

the dragon pure water well

it was said that there's a dragon appeared in this well
it was 10 feet deep
i was told that the water will never finish

the older people believe that
their sickness will be healed if after praying at the snake temple
and drink the water from this well
baby wanted his face to be pimple free
so he washes his face
..........................

will see lahhhh
:)

us signing off! ♥
mr & mrs be was here!

planned to visit the aquarium
located at batu maung, penang, malaysia
he wanted to take a look at the giant turtle there!
sadly, it was under renovation
will be reopen next year, probably
but!
no worries,
still get to see some of them!
FREE :)
real life cinema

CINEMAX like FINALLY!!
been waiting for MR. BE to watch it with me
watched megamind in 3D
RM18 per person

the regular combo set
RM6

MR. BE
before entering
mua
i'm soooo wanted to watch the tangled!!!!!
well, but going back to gsc
imagine that, only 6 person in the cinema
whats more important to me,
gsc's popcorn is still incomparable!!!!!!!

it's tutti fruiti time!

my choice ♥
it's expensive lorrr....
but nice!! ♥
be said wanted to try all flavour with me! =D
love you darling!

got myself kleenex's facial tissues
so captivating man!
RM3.99 at cold storage
for 3 ply, 50 in a packet

the new kotex luxe!
RM4.99 at guardian

with design!
mygoddd
seriously, i bought it for curiosity & the designs!

it's me by the way
reporting from life on how i spend my offday
gonna get back to work tomorrow
♥ toodles!*

2010-11-11T23:35:00.002+08:00

不懂最近是不是分手季节到了
听了好多爱情个案, 看了好多的分分合合
给自己的一个问题:
真正轰轰烈烈的爱情是怎样的?

真正轰轰烈烈的爱情, 是你能够个一个人长相厮守, 无论外面的世界变成怎样
真正的爱情, 就是两个人纯粹爱着对方
用最纯, 最真的爱来爱
有时, 最简单的爱, 就是最幸福的爱
不用用尽力气去猜测对方在想什么
不要求对方些什么
我爱你, 你爱我, 那就好

可是
我们毕竟是人类
总爱把最简单的东西看成复杂的
我们要一个人爱我们
很爱很爱我们
为了我们舍弃自己最喜欢的东西
为了我们改变
为了我们去成为我们想要的模样
而我们竟然忘了
真正的爱一个人, 不是去改变他/她而是去接纳他/她的缺点不止这样, 我们要爱上对方的缺点!

你是否真正爱你的另一半呢?
你寻找的, 又是什么样的一个人呢?

只要他在, 那你就放心了, 他就是你寻觅的人
在最软弱的时候, 你会想念的那个人
而在那个人最软弱的时候, 你会怜悯的,
你们才是彼此将来的那个人!

其实爱情原来可以很简单
只是我们很贪心
爱情就想风筝一样
时紧时松, 需要拿捏得妥当
打个比方吧
-抱着对方睡觉-
看着对方的脸入睡, 听着他的心跳声, 感觉他的气息
纵使我们看来很甜蜜, 可是, 却是很不舒服的
然而
为什么不让他从后面抱着你呢?
虽然看不到对方,
却能让对方很舒服的睡觉
你可以感觉他抱着你的安全感
他可以抱着你安心的入睡
这样的感觉, 不就是最好的吗?

人就是因为缺点才可爱!
我们才可以在爱中彼此成长,鼓励, 支持对方!
这样的爱, 才算真正的爱!

而我对爱的定义,
我并不奢望对方的山盟海誓
我要的, 不过是你给的无数颗螺旋钉
每隔一段时间, 就可以那出来,
锁紧我们的爱,
哪怕只是每一天吻我那样简单!!

Butterfly Farm

2010-11-07T21:42:00.052+08:00

Had a visit to butterfly farm with darling be, sis & mum ♥柳外鸳鸯作伴, 林间蝴蝶为家!
not forgetting my baby, of course!

It's located at Teluk Bahang, Penang, Malaysiathe outlookcaptivating outlook!
i knew I'll have a lot of fun in there
here we go! ♥buy ticket first!!
RM10 for Malaysia citizen
otherwise, it's RM20 for adults!
seriously, it worth the money!! ♥Be says: "ladies & gentlemen, are you ready?"know why it worth the money now?yes! you're totally surrounded by beautiful butterflies
it's like being in fairy tales where you're a fairy with butterflies all around you!
after all, not all insects are disgusting, eh? =)
♥the pupa stationit's still alive!
awaiting to turn to beautiful butterflies someday!little information about butterfliescaterpillarswe malaysian feed them with our national flower! ha! =)
i like the butterfly rack though ♥otherwise, pineapple will be the alternative!Be:"I'm not butterfly, stop taking pictures of me!"
laugh die me =Pthere's actually a swing below
how thoughtful they are to the visitors! ♥the monkey cup
it's called the trap of death!
simply because this plant eats insects!
butterfly are just too beautiful to be eaten eh?flowers and butterflies made a perfect match! ♥awesome!! right? =)you see not only butterflies, but different species of fishes too!a lily pond on the other sideif only my garden is filled with these wonderful creation!! ♥they're perfectly created by god!
each with their own beauty ♥giant butterflies!YUMMY!!!these are not paintings,

they're REAL!!AMAZING!!!!I'm a mantis
FIND ME IF YOU CAN!
*hint: I'm green in colour!I'm a plus size monitor lizard!Mandarin ducks
it represents oriental
meaning, the goodness of things/relationship

seafood time!
these are called the horseshoe crab
they're existed even before the dinos!
click on the info board for more information!
these are called the man-faced bug
it's because of their back
you'll get to see eyes and mustache on their back
P/S: the section is all about insects like frogs, spiders, scorpions and mantis
cant get to capture all of them as we're not allowed to take pictures of them so, I just get to captured one of them go check them out yourself!scorpions & spiders gallery
beetle lover look here!
i like the small ones on the bottom right ♥butterfly gallerynever knew butterflies could be such colourful!one of my fave
i loves all of them, in factbet this is baby's favorite
beauty in just black & white
indoor session
you'll get to learn the forming of butterfliesmy stamping collection! ♥a mini theater as well!
and it's air-conditioned
=)went back to outdoor!
saw these giant turtle!
it's GIGANTIC!!!butterflies remembers me of being beauty by natural
just like them, they're beautiful in their own way
how they spread their wings & fly! ♥
my souvinier
bookmark made by genuine butterfly and flowers =)
before exit
him posing with the GIANT beetle

guess I blog enough already
till then!

the PERFECT and ONLY ONE for me

2010-11-05T00:34:00.003+08:00

I've been REAL moody recently
wont elaborate much.
just someone's attitude
affecting me and my HIM

uhhmm...
well then
went back early from work today
staying all alone in my little cottage
was waiting for him to come

without being told,
he hugged me tight in his arms
singing "twinkle twinkle" to make me laugh
he knows i had enough during my work
he knows just the way to make me laugh
baby, I LOVE YOU A LOT!
thanks for being thoughtful and understanding!

珍惜

2010-11-01T19:53:00.002+08:00

诠释: 注定在一起的人, 最终一定找得找在一起的方法

曾经失去, 曾经伤心, 曾经得不到
你才会发现自己拥有的原来也不错.

我们人生与爱情究竟也是像一场赌注
赌着自己是否在人生的十字路口做出对的选择,
赌着自己是否应徵对的工作
赌着自己选对另一半了吗?
赌着自己的幸福...
所以,
我们都很害怕选错,
总是要等到最和心意的那个人出现
他一定要是最完美的
但是,
如果你以为爱情容不下一点暇疵, 那么,
你大概一辈子也找不到爱情了
我们口口声声说自己有多么多么爱一个人,
却始终不忘数算他每一个缺点,
那何尝是真的爱他?
爱一个人, 就要接受他的缺点
但是, 接受是不够的,
我们应该爱上另一半的缺点!人生就是不懂得去珍惜所拥有的一切,
却渴望自己永远得不到的东西,
得到的是理所当然,
得不到的, 我们会拼尽全力去追逐
有追求和渴望, 才有快乐, 也有沮丧和失望;
经过了沮丧和失望, 我们才懂得去珍惜

我曾经不被人所爱,
所以我更珍惜那个爱我的人!

我不要求对方有任何的条件,
因为我爱的是他而不是他有着的条件
我要我的另一半,
他修补了我身上和心上的所有缺口,
我也修补了他的,
流离失所的灵魂, 终究会家了
爱情, 是自身的圆满,
我不再缺少一些什么了!

2010-10-31T23:58:00.002+08:00

back-to-work

2010-10-19T23:50:00.005+08:00

Okayy...
that's just plain joking.
I don't LOVE to work.
just that, yeah,
back to working right now

majorly because I NEED MONEY
the other part was, working together with him ♥
teee-hee =)

everyone is nice :)
*maybe i've known em' all that why?

hee... :)

so-far-so-good

had him working together with me
and thats the best part of it! ♥

my first day job was awesome
he fetch me to work
bring me lunch, and
fetch me home
♥♥♥

I love you darling!
thanks for the wonderful day ♥

♥
toodles***

Happy first anniversary!

2010-10-14T21:21:00.017+08:00

11October2009

I'll treasure this day for the rest of my life.

I'm the luckiest girl because,

romeo said yes to juliet ♥

yes.
the day we started our courtship

you . me . us . forever

The best thing about me is always you ♥

I'm not perfect. I'll annoy you, piss you off, say stupid things, then take it all back. But put that all aside, and you'll never find a girl who cares or loves you more than me.

Between laughing for no reason, stupid arguments, long talks, and making fun of each other... ♥ i've fallen in love with you.

I promise to love you forever, every single day of forever.

Our promise:
You're mine & I'm yours forever

remember?

♥

my dish : mix grilled

his all time favourite : chicken

by the way,

we had our candle light dinner at the ship

located at batu ferringhi

I love my baby to death!! ♥

My pressie!! ♥♥♥

It's a sling bag!!! thank you so much baby! ♥ i like it a lot =)

i give him this

a jigsaw puzzle of our picture

our relationship is just like the jigsaw,

step by step, fixing all of the pieces together

and now, it's complete ♥

and also two t-shirts from piere cardin

I love you!!
had a walk along the night market after the dinner

my pervert baby!!

]haha =)

baby bought these lovely earings for me! ♥ love you to the maxx!!! ♥

till here then *

you help me name my title?

2010-10-04T01:09:00.004+08:00

Having finals tomorrow, YET
I'm still here.

the question is,
why I'm here?
neither do I know why, literally.

not knowing why I'm here blogging you this,
isn't that I'm suppose to EAT up the notes,
munching them into my tiny brain space?

YES.

9 chapters awaiting me to discover
and I just don't get the mood to study

being very typical in study matters,
I can't study when I don't have a mood/intention to
reason is simply easy, I can't memorize when my brain refuse to
weird eh?

geezzz...
I don't put a blame on you, dear brain
It's just that you'd plan the wrong thing for me to do
that's why instead of study
I ended up with don't-know-what-I've-been-doing
I've been studying whole day
but nothing loaded into it.

even MR.BE couldn't help much
I tried to focus, but failed
Blame my concentration,
Memories keep on flooding back, these days,
non-stop
I looked back and regret, I cling on with doubt, moving on with fears
memories left me with misery, indeed
but true enough to say
I'm trembling.
nothing could get out of these nonsense
two weeks more to have my finals finish
memories, PLEASE shuu away in the mean time
visit me when my finals are over,
one step at a time, get it?

ALRIGHT
will try to focus & concentrate

write to you soon
very soon.

P/S: I love you.
note to self: please treat him nicely. you dont deserve anything in the first place so learn to appreciate.
note to God: Dear God, please don't take back the good things in my life. because, thats what left for me till this far. Give me more or take away my memories and nightmare.

My man-made present

2010-10-01T17:37:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FERNIE!
hope you like it ♥

p/s: pardon me with my lousy art

Baby's Day

2010-10-01T16:48:00.008+08:00

Jasson Ng

existed since 29091991

I made a plan.
just like what gerry plan for holly
step by step,
p/s: I love you

It's just too awesome
to let me realize how amazing love can be...

Here the story goes,
I drop by at his place early in the morning
dropping him the very first letter
the reason is plain simple,
i wanted to be the first person to greet him
&
the first person he thinks of in this special of of his
yes, i'm selfish.
ONLY to his love ♥
then attended class as usual
.....

his supervisor called at 3pm
stating that there's an important document for him to sign
yes. that was part of the plan.
his birthday present from me is there
baby, p/s: I love you! ♥

I bet he's mad
for letting him running here and there
It's a jacket for him by the way ♥
p/s: I love you!

Next destination : H-O-M-E

makeover session

special thanks to:
jason, jeffrey, sophie & chun keat

thank you so much for making it done
and making everything done so nicely & accordingly

THANK YOU FOR MAKING HIM SO HANDSOME ;)

love you guys! ♥

dinner at Harvest Inn
both of us ♥

plain eating,
not going to elaborate much

LAST DESTINATION,
went to old town
together with everyone
counting down his birthday

Baby, I just want you to know that
I love you & I really do
Literally, a lot more than anyone else
you bring life and meaning to me
you'd proof what true love is,
giving me the faith to love again
Thank you so much for your love
and everything.

P/S: I LOVE YOU!

Happy Mooncake Festival 220910 ♥

2010-09-24T20:38:00.006+08:00

JENG! JENG! JENG!

my lantern of the year
I bet there's no love-shape lantern available in the market YET
it's man-made by yourwebmistress & her only love, MR.BE ♥
MAD LOVE!

yes, i fancied lantern a lot since i was a kid
used to play it with my neighbours &
we would marathon the whole neighbourhood
and that was the ONLY time i feel walking is not as tiring as it used to be!
it gone worst especially when im 17 & got myself a driving license
you're right, thats why im so fat & flabby
i hate sports to death full stop

lightened it up!
WOW! MAD MAD LOVE!! ♥

I was so touched when he say he would do it with me
when i just simply say it out of nowhere that i wanted a lantern

Baby, I LOVE YOU!!! ♥ A LOT!! ♥♥

my cute baby with that awesome lantern! ♥

well, i did marathon like what i used to do every year,
the weird thing was, i don't see PEOPLE playing lantern anymore! =X
i mean, imagine that, the whole tanjung bungah area,
there's only 2 kid playing with their fishy lantern!
maybe all my neighbourhood-friends are too grown up to play them, BUT
WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENNING TO THE YOUNGER GENERATION?!!!
isn't that their supposed to play lantern than
playing PS3/ipad/stupid computer games inside the house
MYGOD!
indeed, technology destroy the generation!!
not trying to be old-fashioned, but
it's a meaningful festive & yet,
no kids are eagerly wanted to celebrate them anymore
no lanterns to light up the environment
the laughters, the gather of families members eating mooncakes, and the ambience of a mooncake festival that it should be,
IT'S ALL GONE!! =((
meaningful tradition is left behind just like this =X
mooncake has been commercialize
there's nothing better for people to do than wasting time in malls & nightclubs
sigh...

at least,
my daughter/son won't!
i'll make sure they celebrate mooncake festival to the max!! ♥
i DID have a blast anyway!
till then,
♥

2010-09-21T18:14:00.008+08:00

attended a wedding of an old-old friend of mine two days back
time really flies,
from those kiddos day till she's getting married
anyways, she had my deepest blessings ♥

she makes me wanna get married as well la weiihh
hint hint**
haha =)

September baby - Chun Keat
argued with baby on what to give him
but ended up by treating him dinner at gurney
He chooses Nandos, so here are we
together with jeffrey & patrick
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ♥
have a blast! I know you would =)

Toysr'us time
he's soooo freaking cute aint he? ♥ ♥

till here then! ♥

The five people you meet in heaven

2010-09-17T14:14:00.003+08:00

Bought this book like ages ago. Surprisingly, I had different thought everytime I read it. Just thought of sharing it with you guys. Sharing is caring ;) No worries, I'll cut-short, =)

The story begins with Eddie’s 83rd birthday. He worked as a maintenance at the amusement park. Accident occurs when one of the carts breaks free from the ride and falls to the pier. Eddie jumps out of the way and tries to push a little girl out of the path of the falling cart and is killed by the coaster cart. From that point, Eddie begins his trip through heaven where he meets 5 people that have played a part in Eddie's life. From each person, he learns a lesson.

People think of heaven as a paradise garden, a place where they can float on clouds and laze in rivers and mountains. But scenery without solace is meaningless.

In fact,

Heaven can be found in the most unlikely corners.

The very first person, a man in blue.

Eddie didn't know who he is. In fact, he's only a stranger to Eddie.
During his childhood, he threw a ball across the road and the blue man nearly knocked him down while practicing his driving.
Eddie thinks this is crazy. He's totally CONFUSED. Why the death of the blue man is credited to him? IT'S UNFAIR!

"The greatest gift God can give you is to understand what happened in your life. To have it explained. It is the peace you have been searching for."

"Fairness. Fairness does not govern life and death. If it did, no good person would ever die young."

The second person, Eddie's captain in the military.

They were caught as captives and tried to escape before they were starved to death. The escape was successful and they intend to burn down the place. During the explosion, Eddie knew there's a little girl hiding in there. Eddie's captain shot his leg to stop him from saving the girl. His life were saved but he lost one of his foot. He was forced to return home. He was mad about his captain.

"Sacrifice is a part of life. It's suppose to be. It's not something to regret. It's something to aspire to. Little sacrifices. Big sacrifices."

"A man go to war. He didn't die for nothing. He sacrificed for his country, and his family knew it, and his kid brother went on to be a good soldier and a great man because he was inspired by it."

"Sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you're not really losing it. You're just passing it on to someone else."

The third person, Ruby, the owner of the amusement park.

The name of the amusement park, Ruby Pier, was named after her. Her husband spend his fortune to build it for her. Sadly, the amusement park was on fire and his husband lost everything and choose to continue his life with anger and frustration.

As for Eddie, he was holding his anger towards his father. His father has been mistreated him over the years and would even abuse him when he's drunk. He never feel being loved by his father.

"Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curves blade. And the harm we do, we do to ourselves."

The forth person, Eddie's wife.

Eddie has loved her whole-heartedly for his whole life. He was depress that every of his loved ones passed away one by one before him.

"Lost love is still love. It takes a different form, that's all. You can't see their smile or bring them food or tousle their hair or move them around a dance floor. But when those senses weaken, another heightened. Memory. Memory becomes your partner. You nurture. You hold it. You dance with it."

"Life has to end, Love doesn't."

The last person, the girl, whom Eddie had her burned to death during the explosion.

She was the one who brings Eddie to heaven. The little girl hold Eddie's hands and bring him to heaven to keep him save. She told Eddie that the little girl was saved.

Five people, waiting in five choosen memories, for the little girl to age and to die, and to finally have her question answered - why she lived and what she lived for. And now, that's Eddie's part to share his secrets of heaven!

=End of story=

Hope you guys enjoy! =) till here then. toodles*

a day out with HIM ♥

2010-09-09T01:32:00.011+08:00

watched PIRANHA with darling be ♥
♥ for him, not the movie

my personal ratings : 4/10

didnt really want to watched it in fact,
but since baby was dying to watch it
so, we watched it, then both got regret
mymy... ha!

next destination : Clinic Cafe, Gurney

clinic has finally arrived after a year at butterworth,
situated at the opposite of Billion hypermarket =)
It was bigger, & nicer

see this cutie?

he's all MINE! ♥

the ambience was so... HOSPITALIZE

rather than clinic to me thoughthe surgery room

where the reposes annoying orange to this:XD

had a surgery on dorry fish & got me this:breaded fish filletand poor chickens to the chicken cullet

my opinion :
if you were to ask me
i would say the branch at butterworth is better
the food were alright
awesome clinic concept
price were reasonable, but not cheap
worth it?
you figure it out yourself! ;)

thats all for now
note: put my picture at last in purpose
didn't want to spoil the whole delicious, tempting mood
see, im sucha considered blogger xD

toodles*

His Pros & Cons

2010-09-01T00:54:00.002+08:00

在脸书看到的一篇文章，觉得挺有意思的，就分享吧

你说你很爱我？

你会不会？

你会不会把我介绍給你的父母，哪怕我不是他们喜欢的类型？
`已经介绍过了 =]

你会不会为了我放下你的少爷脾气，在外顶天立地，对我就温柔的没底气？
`大男人主义的你每一次都办不到的，只有你说没有别人说 =[

你会不会在争吵后主动道歉，哪怕我错，你也不忍心责怪？
`有时候会吧，可是大多都在不停地骂我，就算错不在我 =X

你会不会打心底认为，我是天底下最好的女孩，一旦拥有，别无所求？
`你有你有! 天底下再也没有比我更爱你的人了!

你会不会在我生病时领我去打针，然后看到我害怕得憋红的眼睛就紧紧抓着我的手抱着我？
`你的手臂永远是我最安全踏实的避风港，有你在，什么都不怕！

你会不会不小心就记得我爱吃的，不爱吃，最讨厌的东西？
`好像是吧？大多数啦 =]

你会不会给我买我最喜欢的衣服，哪怕再贵，只要我喜欢就行？
`会！宁愿自己挨饿也会得那种！ =D

会不会在我嘴硬的时候，看穿我其实需要保护需要温暖的心，给我最好的疼爱？
`永远不会，你就只会和我一起嘴硬！

你会不会每天都像昨天那样爱我，每天都比昨天更爱我，说你爱我？
`无可否认，你真的很爱我，但，我也是！ =]

你能不能？

你能不能记住我们的每一个的纪念日，记住今天是在一起的第几天？
`我想他没记吧，老公，我们在一起325天了，也就是10个月又3个星期！每个月和你一起庆祝的情人节也都牢牢记住在心里了，看, 我爱你吧？ =）

你能不能坚持为我养成一个习惯，从第一天为我做，做到每一天都为我做？
`不要那么大男人主义，多顾虑我的感受，多爱我，多疼我，抽多一点时间陪我

你能不能在我无理取闹，无思乱想的时候，给我足够的安全感，不会对我不耐烦？
`我控制不到自己的脑袋，所以，不要直接骂我可以吗？那感觉很受伤 =[

你能不能在很冷很冷的冬天，也坚持送我回去，抱抱我看我进家再离开？
`可以这样一辈子到永远吗？但是，是回我们的家啦！ =）

你能不能时刻都牵着我的手，无论是过马路，逛街还是在朋友面前？
就像我每一天对你说的：“抱紧紧！”=）

你能不能很细心的记住我对你说过的话，留意我喜欢的东西，好好保管我送给你的礼物？
`老是会忘记我对你说的话，但是却知道我喜欢什么，礼物都保管的很好，就出了那爱心和CK

你能不能不欺骗我，不冷落我，不忽略我？
`可以不要老是捉弄我你忘了把钥匙电话带出家门吗？只要是你说的，我会相信的 =S
可以不要因为忙工作，课业而对我冷落吗？至少告诉我，好吗？

你能不能为我24小时开机，在我做噩梦的晚上有人可以哄我睡觉？
`你老是都放静音，怎么打给你啊？？ =。=

你能不能不止把我当花瓶，有心事会对我说，决定了也会找我商量？
`你在学习着吧？ =]

你能不能不再大手大脚，只为了带我去吃好吃的，带我去想要去的地方？
`因为看着你把钱都花在我身上自己却得挨饿，我会很心疼！！！

你敢不敢？

你敢不敢向所有对你有好感的异性/同性（你太帅了，男女统杀），大方的介绍“这是我的女朋友，是我唯一认定的女人？”
`前者还蛮肯定，后半段就。。。。

你敢不敢拒绝暧昧，改掉单身时候的臭毛病，和所谓的“红颜知己”保持清晰的距离？
`你不会和别人搞暧昧，但是有很多数不完的臭毛病！！！

你敢不敢不给自己留后路，全心全意只做我的唯一？
`我办到了，你呢？

你敢不敢在我发脾气骂你滚开的时候紧紧地抱着我求饶？
求饶？怎么可能会发生在你身上？这个从来不向我低头的家伙！

你敢不敢为了我努力把自己变成成熟稳重优秀,然后一如既往的爱我？
`老公，你办到了！=）

你敢不敢经常抱抱我亲亲我，让我觉得我在你眼里总是一个可爱，觉得你一直喜欢我，需要我？
`不要老是跟我说PUBLIC 好吗？ XD

2010-08-28T02:23:00.009+08:00

mooncake festival (mid-autumn festival)

is just around the corner!
it's held on the 15th day of the 8th month every year

okayy...
i know, it's still the hungry ghost festival
but i'm already way too eager waiting the this day to arrive! =)

basically, here's my little mooncake festival history

The mid autumn festival commemorate an uprising in China against the Mongol, rulers of Yuan Dynasty. As group gatherings were banned, it was impossible to make plans for a rebellion. Noting that the Mongols did not eat mooncakes, LiuBoWen of ZheJiang province came up with the idea of timing the rebellion to coincide with the Mid-Autumn Festival. He sought permission to distribute thousands of moon cakes to the Chinese residents in the city to bless the longevity of the Mongol emperor. Inside each cake, however, was inserted a piece of paper with the message: "Kill the Mongol on the 15th day of the 8th month" On the night of the Moon Festival, the rebels successfully attacked and overthrew the government. What followed was the establishment of the Ming Dynasty.Henceforth, the Mid-Autumn Festival was celebrated with moon cakes on a national level.

know what?
i'd always love mooncake festival since i was a kiddo!
partly because imma sweet tooth, get to eat lotsa sweet mooncake
then the very special metal boxes which i used to collect it every design available
which then my mum will eventually throw (heartache) it all after the festival =X
but, the paper lantern was always my major concern
i'll hang paper lanterns all over my house & gather all my friends for lantern walk
missing those time so much!!

By the way
back to REALITY now
basically,
this is a mooncake casing got from Six Happiness Mooncake
the casing was pretty cute & GREENISH
so, got an idea to put in all my hair ornaments

feeling creative today! =)

just then,
I'd always wanted to have my own earing stand like this::but mum would stop me whenever i intend to buy one by saying it is REALLY not necessary to buy one =X
and so,
used to keep it in a small shelf but then it troubles me so much
everything will be jumbled up together
and that was killing me
so, i come out with this::basically, it's just a box from the body shop
added a sponge and WALA!
so, here's how i organize those earings
without getting me head-wire anymore =)

got these from sunway mall, butterworthit's a cute lil chair
MAD LOVE!

and here's another pairi find it unique & decided to buy it

OKAY, thats all for today post
i feel it's irrelevant for my mid autumn post
nevermind lahhh
whatever
=D
XOXO!